Hey guys, i apologies for updating rarely.

School life's being a totally bitch. I hate my class, normal technical girls/boys. N(T) boys are so terrible, you guys should really stop teasing girls. It's hurtful. YOU boys should really choke and die. Sigh.. I'm sorry if this is hurtful, but this is how EXACTLY WE GIRLS FELT IT. NOW, FEEL IT. IN YR FACE BOY! pfft.

I pretend that im happy, but i'm not, i feel lost and lonely and sad, even with a smile on my face and a lot of people in my life. Sigh, everything's being a terribly bitch since I enter Yss. ): SERIOUSLY. THE FEELINGS SUCKS ALOT. I SWEAR /:  And, there's this guy i really cant get over him. I know, its not worth keeping this feelings. but, i just feel so guilty. Yes i'm always at fault. Now, I've know exactly all my mistakes. And realize how many people I've hurt enough. I'll never hurt anymore again. Because karma is hitting me damn hard. I'm really sorry. Sigh, I'm soo guilty everytime i saw you or even hear yr names. Someday, i will forget you, insya'allah :')

And to you babe, you'll receive soon yr karma soon, you may gossip, backstabb me, but believe me, someday you're life isn't going to be as great as now. You may continue being a bitch, but remember YOUR LIFE IS GOING TO BE A TOTALLY BITCH. LIKE HOW YOU MAKE ME FEEL RIGHT NOW. WHAT GOES AROUND, COME AROUND. TAKECARE. AND FYI, DON'T BOTHER SMILING AT ME, BECAUSE I DONT EVEN BOTHER SMILING AT YOU, ITS OBVIOUS ISN'T IT THAT I DONT LIKE YOU. FACE THE FACT LAA. COM'ON. Pfft! And, don't show me yr cheeky smiles, it isn't attractive. but instead its disgusting. -.-

-xoxo, syidah.