HEYYYY (Y)

How much more longer much I pretend that I'm fine,

though my world is crushing? I'm standing on a line 

between giving up and seeing how much more I can take.
How long can I go pretending I'm fine without him? 

How many lies can I tell your bestfriend? How many smiles 

I can fake when I'm trying so hard not to cry? How many

texts have I wanted to send, just to say that one last I love you? 

When does it come the point when I just can't take it anymore.

I'm standing on a line between giving up and seeing how much

more I can take. Maybe, I shouldn't have expect too much from you,

cause' I'll end up get hurt. STUPID ME.

Tumblr tells me everything,
Go ahead, text him first, he might be checking his phone, waiting for you.
Turn on your iPod and run as far as you can. Say Hi to a stranger. You never
know what they’ll become for you. Have a mental health day – you know
you need it. Don’t go on facebook for a day and see what you can accomplish.
Give money to a charity, your good karma will come around eventually.
Sneak out, you might get caught, but it’ll be 100% worth it. Tell that one
person that you like them, what's the worst that can happen? He doesn't
like you back. Then he doesn’t deserve you anyways, right? Smile at a stranger,
it could make their day. Wink, it’s sexy and makes you feel confident, after all,
you are pretty hot. Go for somebody who is totally wrong for you, they may
not be totally wrong after all. Stand up for yourself, because if you don’t,
who will? YOU ONLY FUCKING LIVE ONCE.

-xoxo.